My Heart of Worship

I want to say Hello to the handful of readers still left here. I have been through a long haitus. I have questioned many things in this time. You know the enemy would like to stop a person from flowing in God's purpose. I allowed satan to stop me. I hate to say that but its the truth. I am so thankful for my Christian friends who have encouraged me and lifted me up in prayer. I need that most of all. I am finding my way back into the grace of God.   I have pretty much isolated myself and experienced severe depression.  I ask for your prayers that God will restore to me the joy of His salvation and place me around the right people. I have dealt with my introversion and isolation since I was a teenager and shut people out of my life. I am to the point in my walk that I know I need to be around people but at times its so difficult. I have had relationships that have suffered and have been severed because they dont understand. I dont undertand it myself. I am writing this pos...

  I long so much to be near you Jesus and hear your voice... because here lately I have questioned my purpose in every way... Your plans for my life I dont seem to understand... I just know that You are the real reason I exist. Jesus, I know that I am alive right now,  because you have ordained my days on this earth... you are not finished with me yet... I would not still be here if you didnt have a plan. So keep me dear Lord  in the palm of Your great hand... help me to stand strong in your grace once again. I come before you now into that sacred place of Your amazing grace... As I bow before your throne, I lay my troubles at your feet... Help me to get it together... and not attempt to do things on my own. I give all my hurts and fears to You. for you alone can heal, you alone can restore... Put me in that place to do that perfect work within me. I desire to abide within the grace of Your presence there is no place that I would rather be... as You do Your perfect work w...